After winning the Masala! award in the BEST UAE RJ category, Lekha, the editor at Masala! asked what the award meant to me. I didn't have a quick answer then. I guess I have NOW.
I have never received 321 messages on facebook in a span of
four hours ever. When I saw that number, my jaws disowned my mouth and my eyes
its sockets. I have never ever felt so loved and so appreciated! All thanks to
my awesome awesome job at the world’s BIGGEST BOLLYWOOD radio station- CITY 1016.
Last 24 hours have been a roller coaster in every sense of
the word; physically, professionally and emotionally.
Thursday, 28th November was a much awaited day
and a long one at that. Much awaited as it was the day when they announced the
much anticipated Masala! Awards here in Dubai and I was nominated in two
categories- best RJ and best TV presenter.
I woke up early, read up a bit on the movie I had to review-
Bullet Raja, rushed to watch the first day first show and straight to work. I
drafted the review, quickly posted online, prepared for my radio show, skipped breakfast, lunch and
realized it was already 7 pm and I had not had a morsel.
At work we breezily talked about the awards ahead
in the day. Tia Singh Khanna, the awesome human being that she is said-
“You truly deserve the award Loki because there is no other RJ who
has made a mark in the last few years. The award belongs to you.” It’s this
kind of encouragement in the team that makes City the BEST radio station to
work at.
My boss sent me a message too wishing me luck and congratulating
me on the success of the show and reassuring that we are the best radio
station, trying our best, with or without an award. FOR ME, that was the
BIGGEST award ever. Fiona Ann Munro- YOU ARE THE SWEETEST EVER!!!
Finishing work I reached home to head straight to the salon;
haircut, shave, spike, all checked, I came back home, got ready for the Masala!
awards! I was so hungry I could eat a horse. I quickly downed a couple of
protein bars and zipped my way to Madinat Jumeirah.
In my exact 7 minutes of drive, my phone buzzed nonstop.
Calls and all the best messages poured in like crazy; including a very heartfelt
message from Sandeep from Indian High School and Parikshit, an ex RJ on Suno
1024. It’s always so nice to hear from competition. Just goes on to show how
comfortable you are in your skin to wish your kin good luck. Parikshit respect
bro!
The function started, met a few new people, the radio
fraternity, friends from different walks of life. It’s always fun to meet a few
people. Lekha the feature editor at a lifestyle magazine, Masala! is a great friend and
looked gorgeous in her evening gown, scurried around, organizing things and
attending everyone. Manju (the editor at Filmfare Middle east) and Gopika (the
music manager at City 1016) were running slightly late and I felt home
instantly when they both arrived. Varoin Marwah, an ace designer from Dubai is
a gem, always so humble and grounded. He came looking for me, wishing me luck
for my nomination. It really touched me how we both have met only at social
occasions and how he felt it important to come and wish me personally.
Then there were RJs from Radio Mirchi, sweet and grounded. We all wished each
other for the awards and watched the rest of the show.
Then came the time for the big announcement, the moment of
truth-
“The Masala for the best Asian RJ goes to”…my heartbeat was
running at an express speed, so loud I could almost hear it. I feared my heart
would tear the ribcage!
Inhale.
Stop breathing.
“Lokesh XXL from City 1016”
Exhale.
There was an almost black out. I froze for a moment. I was
hell hoping to win the award but unsure if I would. I hugged the team and
rushed towards the stage, trying to draft an acceptance speech.
There were no mikes available for winners, hence no
acceptance speeches. I was adamant. I asked for the mike. They didn’t have. I
insisted. They didn’t budge. I was stubborn and resolved not to leave the stage
till I spoke. I had many to THANK. I finally got a mike and this is what I
said-
“This is my first year that I have been nominated for
Masala! awards in Best RJ category and to win it right in the first year makes
it even more special. Since this is popular choice award, a big thanks to the
rock star listeners of City 1016. I have been in the industry for almost half
my life, gosh that makes me sound so old, err…I started pretty early in life,
at 12, err 14! But jokes aside I have worked in a lot of radio stations but
never seen such loyal listenership. Thanks to all the listeners who voted for me and made me win this award.
Big thank you to my family; mom, dad, bhai, di. Thanks to my
family at work. Somantra, the sales head and his rugby team, his sales team, aggressive
and so competent.
Marketing mavericks- Mathew, Arpan, Vivek and Reema, love
you all.
And the programming team- MY FAMILY in Dubai- Malu, Sid,
Karish, Tia, Ro, Megs, tarun, Olly, Sujit, Govind and Gopika and our very
round, very pregnant boss- Fiona. You guys make work so much fun!!
Big thanks to Masala as well. Thanks a lot!!”
I celebrated thanks giving for those two minutes, without realizing
thanksgiving had just started. Wishes poured in from all sides, phone buzzed
incessantly. I tried handling it all; clicking pics with peers and receiving congratulatory
messages and missing a hundred calls in between.
Five minutes later they announced the best TV presenter
award- City 1016 RJs for City Dil Se. My joys knew no bound. I jumped like a
crazy kid. It was a DOUBLE WHAMMY! Two awards in one night, one for radio and
the other for our FIRST ever attempt on TV!
Being on TV was a dream come true, winning an award as the
best TV presenter was a cherry on the cake.
I came back home and checked my facebook. 321 messages. I
was taken aback. I decided to reply to each and every message and comment and
post personally (still AM), in between returning all the calls and replying to
all messages that I had missed earlier on. It took me a couple of hours. Before I
was about to hit the sack at around 3 am, my phone buzzed again. Neil from
Radio 4 called up. The genuineness in his voice, the joy in his wishes was
overwhelming. In the meantime Prince
from Radio 4 again had commented and congratulated on my picture on facebook where
I flaunted my trophy! An award, a victory had brought the fraternity together.
It felt so so SO NICE.
Sleep was not an option that night. The phone buzzed every
fifteen minutes even at the wee hours of the morning. And then the calls
started coming in. Bhai called up at around 6 in the morning. I was OBVIOUSLY
awake. I answered and he had got mom and didi on conference from Delhi. The
family wished me and we spoke for good half an hour or so. My brother had never sounded SOOO HAPPY. He spoke with an enthusiasm of a five year old. He wanted to catch a flight or have me catch one and be with the family. He is the sweetest brother ever. I had missed dad and
mom like crazy at the award function. Mom could have been there, she could bask
in the glory, see her son receive his first award ever. She had always dreamt
of it. I so wished she was around.
Also spoke to my bestestest friend Neelu who was more excited than me. She hugged me for an hour on skype!! Neeraj and Mona masi called up too from India. I felt so loved and so special. Paran's (a dear friend) message and his call made my day too.
During the day Meliha a very sweet friend (who now works as
a news presenter on Radio Mirchi) called up to congratulate. She spoke through
her relentless coughing, all genuinely excited. What she said broke my heart.
She said-
“There is no one better Loki who deserves this award but
you. I screamed so hard when you won that the nominated RJs at Mirchi gave me that-are-you-rooting-for-us-or-him-stare?
You are an amazing person Lokesh and God bless you.” I was driving at that time
at 140 on Sheikh Zayed road. The emotions or the speed or both would have killed
me. And it will be a perfect death- like Keats says in one of his poems- on a
high! Meliha, crushing hugs to you (despite your cold that could pass me all
your bugs!)
I spent most of the day attending and personally replying to
thousands of messages and comments that came from listeners and friends from
all over. Friends I have not spoken to in a donkey’s years touched base to congratulate.
This award MEANS so MUCH to me- a childhood dream come true.
I had practiced and given so many speeches in chilly January mornings after
watching Oscars. I would go on terrace, hold a broom or something and
unabashedly thank the world for my award. Masala! is my Oscars in my field, a pat
on my back for the hard work on my show (Yes I am shameless to admit I work
damn hard on my show), a reminder of listeners’ love and support and most of
all a beautiful REUNION.
Reunion of the family back home on the phone.
Reunion of school/college friends who felt proud at my achievement.
Reunion of thousands who listen in to my show everyday. I don’t call them fan,
they are my friends on the other side of the mike who show selfless love and
deserve my love right back!
And a heartwarming reunion of radio peers. We might be cut throat competitive
but humble enough to applaud at others’ victories.
-Touched and MOST HUMBLED!!